LonelyHello I am Justin. This is my story about me being lonely alot. Me being lonely goes as far back as high school. When I was in high school, I saw that alot of the people that I thought were my friends would leave me out of alot of things. I would be invited to somethings but most of the time I would be left out. I tried my best to make friends, but it wont work. Even when I was helping out with basketball in high school, I still felt lonely because alot of those guys had girlfriends, that would be there for them, and I didnt. I felt bad about myself. I would question myself about. Asking myself,Why arent the girls talking to me and questions like that. I feel still to this day separated from people my age. I have a form of autism called Aspergers. I am different from alot of people my age, which is fine to me but I would still like to have friends to hang out with. Whenever I get on facebook, I see people that I thought that I graduated with and other people that I know doing stuff with there friends. I feel bad because I am like that person or group of people are suppose to be my friends and it is like that I dont even exist. I have tried my best get friends to do stuff with, but it doesnt work. Even at college, I still I am lonely. Even though I got to do stuff with some people, I still felt lonely. I hung out with a group of guys that I thought were my friends, would leave me out of alot of stuff. An example is going to clubs. They promised me that they would take me but they didnt take me. One guy said that I would be quite the whole time and that I had aspergers. I was like I would get out of my comfort zone and talk to random people. They thought I was an embrassment because I am not like them and I have aspergers. I am different from them, I am proud to be different but I would like to still have friends. Being lonely sucks, but I have learn to deal with it the best that I could. That is all I can do.
That was my story about being lonely. Thanks