What Do I Do
so now what do i do i feel my worth has slipped away. i have no motivation for the day i live with crippling pains in my stomach and nausea vomiting on a daily basis the doctors dont have any answers for me yet. besides my physical pain i ache inside from lonelyness, my best friend my partner in life left me he met a younger girl had a brief affair and filed for divorce even after i knew he was cheating i still didnt want him to go, since then he's come back and gone again several times everytime i lose a little more of myself but i would do anything to have our family back together. I have always been outgoing full of life social love art music LOVE to dance, festivals, gatherings, campouts, there i was by the fire. not these days i hate even gettting out of bed i dont want to shower i dont want to eat food let alone try and live a life. i dont know why he's done this to us we have a child doesn't he see how this hurts doesn't he care i could have never done this to him. why was i not worth it to him and how is this person he just met worth it we were together for 15 yrs how can he just leave what did i do? what do i do now?