Lonely By Choice, But Far From What I Want.
Hi, I'm new here. Well, after constantly deleting like 5000 different things in an effort to make this post, i have decided that whatever comes out from now on is going to be what i put up.
Here is my life situation, it has been like this for a number of years, and i am losing hope each and every day that this continues.
I'm lonely. I feel no deeper connection with anyone else. The only people in the world who i trust 100% are my parents and brother. However, my parents any brother, no matter how hard they try, just can't understand me.
I NEED to talk to someone who is like me. Who understands me, at least 50%. I know that there is no perfect friend or significant other, but I am having trouble staying positive when i feel no connection with every person i come into contact with. It seems to me that my "friends" have their own agenda and we only interact in order to pass the time or to "have fun".
I'm single, and attribute this to the fact that i'm extremely picky with women. I suppose i am picky with who i confide in also (friend-wise), but i believe this is the best way to be since it's very important to surround yourself with people who "lift you up" rather than bring you down.
I'm not quite sure where to go next with this.....I'm a nice guy, people would say i'm likable, it's just i feel different than everyone else. I just want to talk to somebody, anybody who shares how i feel. PM me, respond to this, whatever..... do i need to be listing more about myself so others can possibly identify with me? If so please feel free to let me know if you have any suggestions on how i can possibly better connect with people here, so others have a better understanding of what i am trying to convey.
I truly hope this makes sense. Thanks in advance to all who took the time to read this.