Lonely And Decided
I'm agoraphobic and haven't accomplished anything in my life other then isolate myself. I have zero friends, some family that "puts up" with me, but at a price. I'm a decent person, never get into trouble, wouldn't start any. When moods are good "i live here", when moods are bad i'm a "door mat". So tired of people who feel good about themselves because they can step on others or think life is right because they know there doing better. Yeah, sometimes i'm angry and wish i wasn't a light weight, but if I wasn't i'd still be me. Going to move forward and find someone special heading that way.