I Am Lonely

Need A Friend

By: xxjmekissxx

Written on January 12th, 2012

I have been diagnosed with anxiety /panic disorder. This has been rrally hard to live with. I don't have nobody to talk to I don't have any friends my family don't understand me my boyfriend is not really supportive. I don't know what to do I need somebody to talk to. The only person I was close to passed away my best friend. I just feel so depressed so lonely I feel like I'm I can't take anymore I've hold so much in anger,sadness,etc. I just really need somebody to talk to. All my friends. Live far from me and I hardly keep in touch with any of them ugh I feel like I'm ganna go crazy :(

By: xxjmekissxx

Age: 22-25 , Female

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16 responses

SuicidalChick

You're not alone, you never will be. I have anxiety also, I suffer with panic attacks and always feeling alone with no-one to talk to about it. It's a hard thing to deal with, anxiety/panic disorder. Something which will haunt you.. That's why I love EP, because I can write everything what is on my mind and people are here to support me. Just like they will with you! If you want your boyfriend to be more supportive really sit down and talk to him about it and say he should be more supportive towards you because things like this are difficult to deal with on your own. Also sit down and talk with your family, make them understand you. If you ever need someone to talk to or whatever I'm here. I know what you're dealing with. -Hugs being sent your way!-

Jan 13, 2012
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- xxjmekissxx
  Aaawwww thank you. U made me feel better :) and it is really hard to have this thing. I've only had it for a year and it feels a life time. But thank you for commenting and ur advice (((((((HUGS)))))))))
  
  Jan 15, 2012
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marky666thebeast

someone needs a hug *hugs* <3 when you wade through the **** i hope you find somthing beautifull

Jan 13, 2012
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- xxjmekissxx
  Thank u (((((((hugs back :)))))))))))))
  
  Jan 15, 2012
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tigersfan82

If u need a shoulder to cry on i'm very sensitve and willing to listen add me if u like!

Jan 13, 2012
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- xxjmekissxx
  thank you so much :) I am new here and I do feel better with u guys commenting made me feel better :)
  
  Jan 15, 2012
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RAWRimakitty

ill add you :3

Jan 13, 2012
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- xxjmekissxx
  Thank u :)
  
  Jan 15, 2012
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midnighthour

Hello hello!!!!I hear you on the panic attacks.I tend to get them myself.At one point,I had one that was so bad that I passed out in the lunchroom at my old job during lunchbreak!!I still get them at my previous job,even though it is less stressful than my old one.No one really seems to understand what we feel during an attack.They are very uncomfortable and unnerving which makes us feel that something bad is going to happen,even though we are fine.It is tough to get through one,but at least we try.Good luck too you!!!

Jan 13, 2012
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- xxjmekissxx
  Wow u passed out? That's scary mine is bad but I haven't passed out. This anxiety thing is scary u think every second of every min is ur last. But thank u for ur comment and I hope u feel better too
  
  Jan 15, 2012
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Tim4Jones

Can I be your Friend? I would love to.

Jan 13, 2012
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- xxjmekissxx
  Sure :)
  
  Jan 15, 2012
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Diffident

Girl, you so young and beautiful, its a crime for you to feel so bad. If you don't wake up and see how wonderful you are and how much potential you have then 20 years from now you'll be looking back in disbelief of how you let your young self go to waste.

Jan 12, 2012
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standingonmyrock

omg your just like me so you know i won't say any more cause what can a person who has no friends say lol

Jan 12, 2012
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RazerRay

hey im sorry

id luv to help if i could, though i my ownself need aloot of help...

hope u feel better, im here if need any1 to talk to, let me knw wats up with ya!

Jan 12, 2012
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- xxjmekissxx
  Thank u :) I'm new at this and I really don't know how to use this its seems hard. But ill if I learn to add ppl can I add u?
  
  Jan 15, 2012
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