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... Sometimes My Life Hates Me..............

Sometimes life seems like a never ending fairy tale...and sometimes just a myth woven to cover up the truth...  What I am actually finding , What I am actually trying to search... I don't know... I feel like I don't belong here anymore ..as if my land was far, far off from this place...there are people there who know me, who don't believe in hurting me, who are happy with the way I am.................
Sometimes I feel like I will never know what does it means to love--to love someone truly, to get loved truly...... to be someone's first priority....
 I have words unsaid, unspoken... sometimes I feel like those words will die in me, within me,,, as My life would go on finding the one to whom those words really do belong.... I have love to give, I have dreams that have an unknown face, I have a piece of heart that still is hoping,..that has still not given up hope.... sometimes I believe that- No.life can't be cruel..and sometimes I cry out of my loneliness....
I wait for that day when someone will love me not because I look perfect...but because I am his soul's reflection..  Not because my physical beauty attracts him , but because the light of my soul helps him find his way......... I no longer want to fake happiness.... all I want is some truth in my life....
Sometimes... my heart feels the way I want it to feel... and sometimes it just no longer listens to me..and take me to those dark corners of loneliness that I have grown familiar of lately...........
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Adreamer14 Adreamer14 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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You have a purpose, nothing comes here without a purpose to fulfill.

O dreamer,be patient.Try not to frustrate yourself by trying to find your destiny.Your destiny will come and find you.Until then,live life to its fullest.

Words unspoken? There's always time to speak your heart... it helps alot :) I'm here if you wanna talk cuz I know alot about being lonely :o And ikr? Truth is very important! It's like everyone in this world has forgotten it! D:

have you always felt this way,,,are in your 20's?

ooopse, didn't see your profile,,,,i'm new to this board(EP),,,,,,for whatever it's worth, you can still have pretty fulfilling life inspite of your inner/outer demons?,,,,perhaps i can share someday.