Valentine's Day Is In Two Days...And it upsets me because I'm going to be alone.
I don't care if it's a juvenile thought, I want what others seem capable of obtaining-a genuine connection with another person that extends beyond the boundaries of friendship.
My "taken" circles of acquaintance don't understand my feelings-because they can have meaningful relationships and not think twice about it, should they choose not to burden themselves with negative thoughts. They're in their depressingly optimistic relationship-fog right now, unless they're fighting with their significant other. Even then, at least they have someone to argue with.
Well, I'm not like them. I'm not like you.
My own thoughts spin me into circles, why should I dare wish the unfortunate circumstance that is myself upon someone else?
Because I want to draw a card for them, or pick them some freaking flowers, or take them somewhere awesome, or curl up on the couch watching movies we both like. I want to give and receive affection to someone who genuinely feels the same way about me.
I don't want to be alone, not for this Valentine's Day or any of the others to come...):