I always feel empty. Like I am all alone. Like no-one feels the same. My paretents cant feel the emptiness, I dont think i could have enough friends to fill the emptiness, I cant fill the emptiness. People care about me and they show they do but for some reason its just not enough. I wounder to myself if i had a bf would that emptiness go away. I think the answer would be yes. Why? Because i feel happy when i am looking after someone, feeling appreciated. I crave affection and intamacy. If I dont have some kind of intamacy I vision it in my mind and how bad I want it. Even if its just a hug, kiss or a hold of a hand. I have always been this way but at school always had this need met. Sometimes I wonder if i should go out with someone that isnt that into me just to see if i can be furfilled or if i will always feel so alone.