Just So Alone!
i am alone always every day, i do not work i sit on internet all day. i do have a man that loves me we do not live together , but i go over and stay with him, even when i am with him i feel alone , there is so much going of in his life, i do envy him but i love him and appreciate he is in my life. i hate living where i live , my neighbour seems to have a full life people going round etc. i feel like lots is missing in my life when i see what her life is like. its horrible comparing myself to someone younger than me, i feel like life is fading away. i admit i have some social skill problems and i do not like to be around an awful lot of people. its great when i stay with my boyfriend its so quiet just me and him in our world, am sure lifes not that bad but sometimes it seems so. i am so lonely when i do not see him. i have lost touch with lots of people and just feel unwanted and like i have nothing to offer ,:-(