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I Am Lonely

I Really Don't Want A Pity Party...

By: ecolling
Written on April 29th, 2012
I really don't want a pity party for myself. I don't feel like that is something that I need. However, I am lonely and I think about it all the time. I console myself with the frienships I have and also with my family, but I find myself thinking that I will never be in a romantic relationship. I am not really comfortable with myself physically or mentally at the moment and that probably contributes to these feelings. I tell myself that no one will ever be attracted to me and that I should just give up on that part of my life. Then again I know that all I really want is someone to love me. I am not really close to anyone, friends or family, and there is nothing even remotely romantic on the horizon for me. Why do I think that being in a relationship will fix everything? Maybe I just want someone to be mine.
By: ecolling
Age: 22-25 , Female
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  • RemingtonSteele
    RemingtonSteele

    You will be surprised that there are men who will fall in love with you regardless of what you might think of your physical attractiveness. A lot of us look for a companion, someone compatible more than the so-called "eye-candy".



    I too am not close to anyone. I'm a sort of loner I guess or maybe it's because I have virtually nothing in common with anyone so I'm not close to anyone. That's okay I suppose but still wanting to share my life with someone is always there.



    I guess what I'm saying is that, it is okay to want love and to want that relationship regardless of who or what you might think of yourself. It's human. You are human.

    Apr 29, 2012
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