I Am Lonely
I'm in high school, and let me just say that it sucks a lot for me. I'm a social outcast; no one will talk to me. I was builled a few years ago, and my father was abusive, which makes it really hard for me to relate to others. My loneliness is killing me. I cry myself to sleep because I don't understand why no one wants me around. The only thing I did wrong, it seems, was trying to be me. I'm tired of trying to fit in and change myself. That's even worse then being alone.
I'm a blunt person, and people mistake that for hostility or meanness. I don't want to look like a stick because model-skinny is "in". The only Honors class I'm in is my English class. All my other classes are CP. People think I'm stupid. I'm also a lesbian, and my school is kind of conservative. I (obviously) don't obsess over guys, so girls think that's weird. I don't like painting my nails or going shopping; I like reading and writing poetry and being around animals. I swear a lot too, and that's a big no-no. I don't act like other kids at my school, which makes them avoid me and talk about me behind my back.
I'm tired of pulling myself together so that no one knows how much it hurts sometimes.
I'm a blunt person, and people mistake that for hostility or meanness. I don't want to look like a stick because model-skinny is "in". The only Honors class I'm in is my English class. All my other classes are CP. People think I'm stupid. I'm also a lesbian, and my school is kind of conservative. I (obviously) don't obsess over guys, so girls think that's weird. I don't like painting my nails or going shopping; I like reading and writing poetry and being around animals. I swear a lot too, and that's a big no-no. I don't act like other kids at my school, which makes them avoid me and talk about me behind my back.
I'm tired of pulling myself together so that no one knows how much it hurts sometimes.
By:
SweetDropOfLemon
Age:
16-17
,
Female
