Lonely In Romantic Arena

I'm lucky to have good friends. My friendships are deep and intense. I have a good relationship with most of my family. But still, I feel like I'm missing something. I miss having a significant other. I miss dates and kisses and cuddling. I miss being crazy about someone. I miss holding hands, watching the sunset, looking into each others eyes. I live in a small town where all the guys are taken, gay (literally), or undeucated thugs. I've spent a long time with myself; I've gone to therapy, lost 30 lbs. and am finally in a place where I love and respect myself. I am happy and I know I don't need a partner to complete me or to be happy but I really miss the companionship, closeness and intimacy of having a boyfriend. Sometimes I feel like I won't ever find someone who wants to be with me. My last relationship ended badly, followed by a string of flings. Will I ever find someone special? I'm not lookin for a husband or a soulmate. I just want someone to spend time with. Sometimes the loneliness is so opressive.
vbunny vbunny
26-30, F
1 Response May 17, 2012

Well you some what have answered your own question, You have to look outside of your town for some one. You can try online but that has it's problems. It is pretty easy to lie over the internet. But you should not give up you ahve a lot to offer and you have so much of your life ahead of you. If you ever want someone jus to talk to you can drop me a line. But do give up . Good luck you will find that special person you are looking for.