Loneliness Kills Me...All i wanted is someone to love & care about me, but what i get is loneliness in return. Even when i'm surrounded by everyone, i feel so lonely. I can't feel any love even though the person that i love is near me. What is happening to me? i was in a relationship for 2 years...everything went well till a few months ago. He was having an affair with his ex-girlfriend. I found out after 2 months. After that, he say that he realize his mistakes & want to start over again but i don't feel the same love anymore. I can't forget what he did to me. I still love him a lot but can't show it to him. I feel lonely & empty even though he is next to me. This feeling is really killing me! Can't let him go but at the same time can't be happy with him. What bad karma did i do, do deserve this? Would he be okay if i did the same thing to him? I can't even betray him even in my dreams. Sometimes i feel like want to disappear from this earth.End all my miseries. Is there true love still exist is this world or its all about lying, betrayal & selfishness only are here.
shailugurl 26-30, F 3 Responses 0 May 20, 2012