Lonely College Stu

Can't believe that I'm on one of these things but I have to let how I feel out to somebody.

I am a 21 year old college student who, on the outside seems like she is having the time of her life. I go out with friends to parties, hang out with guys, but to be honest. I am very, very lonely. I don't think I have ever been this lonely. I mean, I have dated a few guys in the past but it always ends up being the same thing. I end up catching feelings for the guy to quick, we end up sleeping together, then they are done with me IT HURTS. I know it's my fault for sleeping with them so soon but it hurts so bad. I have been single for about 3 years now. What the heck is wrong with me? I think I'm fairly attractive, I fix myself up, I get hit on all the time but it seems like all every guy wants to do is sleep with me. I don't wear clothes that are revealing, I guess I attract the same guys.

It has gotten so bad that I have been joining dating sites so that I can be in a relationship with someone. I have lowered my standards extremely, just so that I can find someone.dent I also tried talking to guys friends that I am not even remotely attracted to. Am I really that desperate? I mean I don't want to just settle but I miss the feeling of being in a relationship.

If anyone out there can relate to my story, please feel free to comment. 
collegegirl51 collegegirl51
22-25, F
May 27, 2012