Alone In Seattle, Sleepless Too

Well, hello there. I live in the greater Seattle area, and find myself alone much of the time. I am a stay at home mother of a 9 year old son. My husband is a traveling salesman. Oh, it sounds so cliche. I wonder what do I have to complain about, but my life has gotten so small. I want to reclaim my old sence of self, but find myself afraid. Is anyone out there with spirit and hope?
Pearliegirlie Pearliegirlie
46-50, F
2 Responses Jun 24, 2012

I love Seattle! I literally just moved from Maple Valley to Chicago. Go to the empty public pier and stare out at the shipping yard and the Olympics for there you will find your answers.

Hello Pearlie, I just want to send you some hope to find yourself filled with love and energy again soon. Sorry, I am not a native english speaker but, what I felt when I read your words a minute ago, can not be described in words, I think I know how you feel right now. It is hard to hear your voice within,but I believe in you that you are able to hear it , it will tell you what is wrong, and then just let your thoughts dream, I am sure you will find something you are amazed about and which gives you a brand new imagination about happiness. Try to change your fear into curiousity, there is so much to discover and enjoy in life.