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I Am Lonely

What The Hell Happened

By: BrandeeRE
Written on July 3rd, 2012
I dont recognize myself anymore. I cant remember the last time i was truly happy. It seems everyone around me is happy and with someone they love. Yet, here i am. Alone. Fighting this battle in my mind. Fighting this loneliness. Wishing and hoping something will change. What the hell happened? When did I let things get this way? When will it stop? Can I change it? Only the future can tell....
By: BrandeeRE
Age: 18-21 , Female
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4 responses
  • mesosade
    mesosade

    i read ur story, it was sad:( n more sad is that me too in there ..... But we can just hope n work on it to be fine..

    Jul 5, 2012
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  • Scagnetti
    Scagnetti

    I also understand how you feel. Ive even done little things that I thought would make me happy, but nope nothing works. I wish I had answer for you let alone myself, but alas I do not.

    Jul 4, 2012
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  • Apathy24
    Apathy24

    I think I know how you must feel, although I am not at that stage yet I fear I am heading there. The trick is to indulge yourself in as much hedonistic pleasure as possible and keep a close circle of friends to confide in.

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    When in doubt, watch the TV series "Friends"... it contains all of the answers to life's questions, you just need to find them. Go and buy a whole load of weed, call up your best friend, get REALLY high and watch an awesome film together. I guarantee you will feel a whole lot better and be able to think about how to get your life back on track :)

    Jul 3, 2012
    1 like
  • Rosscate
    Rosscate

    i am in the same boat....message me if you want chat

    Jul 3, 2012
    1 like