Everyday I am trying to fight. Trying to put myself together, be happy for my friends. Trying to love myself, be there for everyone. But the more I try to be okay, the more life pushes me down. Whenever I get up stronger I get a harder punch. I feel hopeless right now. I am sitting in my room and trying to stop tears. In moments like this I just need someone to hug me and don't say a word. But I'm alone. Scared and insecure as everyday. I may look tough and strong and a woman, who doesn't give a f'ck about anything. But the truth is, I'm just a girl, who needs someone strong in her life.