I am angry and sad at the same time. I don't know what do do, what to say or where to go. In few days I'm moving to another country. Just few days... I know, my mom is there but she has so many issues and I'm so scared to deal with them. My father is willing to let me there without anything. Sometimes I think that he doesn't even care. Actually, I have no idea what I am talking about, I'm too busy with crying. I need to be somewhere else, not in the earth. I would be thankful if I ere dead right now.