This is gonna be a story about my struggle with trying to find someone. About a month or 2 ago, I had a crush on this girl from work and asked her if she wanted to hang out. The day we were going to hang out, I didn't get her text. I ****** everything up from there. I ended up messaging her too much about myself and seemed really desperate. Maybe I am idk. I would tell this stuff to other people, but it was too difficult to talk to her in person. Now later, we have both been heartbroken and probably still both are, but I need to get the courage just to talk to her and forget everything I said to her. I want to be friends and do not want to force a relationship on her unless she is willing. I keep telling myself that next time I see her I will talk to her, but now Im serious. No matter how many people are there Im going to do it. I need to talk to someone of the opposite genre is what I believe, and for some reason I am more comfortable talking with people I know little to nothing about.