Lonely... But Not Alone.

Before this year, I have always preferred being alone. I've never been lonely, and I've recently discovered that being Lonely but knowing exactly what would fix that sucks. Do you get that feeling? Standing under the pulsing lights of a party, watching all your friends dance as they bump into you and laugh it off, try and make you dance and you laugh and refuse because that's what's expected... But you're lonely. They're your friends, you've hung out with them forever. But you feel like there is one person in the world who could fix it? Just one?And they aren't there...