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Always Alone...

Ok....where shall I start..?
Um...k my name's zara and I'm 15...
I've been alone for as long as I can remember...
I have some friendsbut I seldom hang out with them....
because I feel alone though I'm with others...
And I feel really out of place somehow like I don't belong...
I understand this sounds very awkward....
But its just how I feel....
When I was young I has been bullied because I was a quiet kid....
I was emotionally abused at home.....
Many people have broken my trust....
I totally don't know how to trust others anymore...
I wish someday that those wounds would heal....
So I could be happy with others and not feel so lonely anymore...
Pray that God help everyone to feel loved and cared for and that no one would have to endure this loneliness....
zaRaCarlyle zaRaCarlyle 13-15, F 7 Responses Aug 29, 2012

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Be strong, Zara. You are wonderful and beautiful. Don't listen to anyone who tells you otherwise. *hugs you* ❤

thanx thanx..*hugs ya back*

*grins* Anytime :)

hugs

thanx

cant add you unfortunately honey xx

*hugs you*

*hugs you back*

Sounds similar to what happened to me.



I had emotional abuse when growing up and would often feel alone. I have tried hard to enjoy social gatherings but I usually find that the best company is my own.



My dad left when I was 9 and continually betrayed my trust by coming in and out of my life as and when it suited him. Totally understand finding it difficult to trust people.



Your wounds will heal in time. I'm 22 and have come a long way but i still have issues to work on. As long as you keep on working to heal your wounds, they will get better.

thank you...

Happy to help :)

Ppl call me the socially awkward penguin cuz I'm awkward & alone...but I think the trick is to not be quiet, i see it work all the time, but I'm still not sure if it gets true friends... /-:

thanx for your suggestion...
but i'm not really sure if it works on me...
cause i sort of developed APD...

Well if that picture is you than you are very pretty. I know trust is difficult. But open up with people. You will make some friends and possible boyfriends.

thanx...

I felt like that when I was school too, out of place, like I had nothing to do with most of my mates..it was not until I was 17 that i had the feeling of having a real friend, someone who took me the way I was. Now I am 42 and I still have the feeling of being out of place sometimes, I guess once you get it, it never leaves you totally

all the best...