:-(

You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back. My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you. Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever. A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone. Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. I am afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all. Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have. There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. We have more to learn, more to experience and more loving to do in this lifetime. Somehow I know we'll meet again, not quite sure where and not sure when, your in my heart so until then, I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall. I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.


Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me... when you come running back... when you need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you. no questions asked. Sad isn't it? I don't know which I would rather believe... that you never did care or that you eventually stopped. Sometimes you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye. So... from now on... when you think of me... just remember that I could've been the best thing you ever had.