Loneliness Slowly Killing Me Inside

i have a lot of friends yet i feel so alone. i dont what to do. i dont know how i manage to push away so many close friends without even realising it. i feel empty inside dont care much about anything yet many do care for me and love me. i have a additive personality, anything i do that feels good i end up being excessive from food, alcholo, sex, gambling and work. i tend to spend more time at work and i hate the job. i work hard and i have everything i want yet im not happy, i want more, its never enough. i feel cold and empty inside. whats wrong with me?
alonzoalex alonzoalex
22-25, M
Sep 12, 2012