I Had It All But Then Time Took Its TollEverything was great so far for the past year. I became an alpha of a pack, found my soul mate & made a huge family of friends & have a job, you think that life would be perfect by now. But since school started my pack has been gone so long I feel isolated because there is no one to talk to. My fiance cant speak to me because her parents don't like me at all & they forbid us from speaking to each other & threaten to call the authorities on me if I see or speak to her. I never had a friend here in CA because I am different. I cant go to my parents because they see me as a freak & don't get me at all. I get lonely & isolated due to them all being gone & it makes me sad because they are my closest family in my life & its sad to not see them like before. No one to talk to & we are always busy. The loneliness gets to me & I feel sorrow alot of the time. My biggest fear is losing them & being alone again like before well more alone than now. Being alone is the worst because then you have no one to have fun or just talk with.
JAZ1792 18-21, M 7 Responses 0 Sep 21, 2012