When Will It Get Better?
These last few days have been an eye opener for me. I have realized how utterly pathetic I am. Everyone around me is finding love, getting married, and starting families. The natural progression of life. I feel as though I am stuck with no hope of ever having any of those things. I have never been in a serious relationship, nor have I ever been in love. I still get nervous & shy around men (pretty pathetic huh?). I have no friends. I do go out alone at times, but it makes me feel even lonelier when I see others out with their friends. I just want to give up sometimes. If life is going to be like this, why bother trying?