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I Am Lonely

It's A Crime

By: missamberlawrence
Written on September 23rd, 2012
to feel this lonely. Like there will never be someone that can truly accept me for who I am and what I want.  Why does it have to be this way?  Why do I always fall for the wrong person?  I just had so many dreams and thoughts of how my life would be none of which even came close to where I am now.  I am lost and in a dark place.  I don't know if I will ever be able to have what I want so I know I need to learn to live as I am now.   It is much harder than I thought it was at the time but slowly I am learning how to cope with the loneliness and find myself.  I cherish my privacy and have realized that I am better now although it is still hard I do enjoy my alone time now.  I can do things I wasn't able to before.  I can live without answering to anyone or worrying that I am not be the best person in the relationship.  I am learning to be happy again all by myself. 
By: missamberlawrence
Age: 31-35 , Female
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  • LostConfessions
    LostConfessions

    Finding the right person is a long, hard and painful experience for some of us sometimes.

    But what you say is very true, we need to learn to live as we are now. It is hard - especially when you have dreams about how wonderful life "could" be with the right person.

    Life can see emptier when you are on your own - I know mine does. But all I can do is concentrate on today and let tomorrow take care of itself.

    Who knows - that special someone could be just around the corner? In the meantime, I do what I want when I want....I concentrate on making me as happy as I can be.

    Just keeping living for yourself today, and dont lose hope that things might still work out the way you want them to =)

    Sep 24, 2012
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