Alone

Sitting in a corner of my room with the lights out, trying not to let my crying become hysteric. Being alone has to be the worst feeling, having people talk to you but not understand you. Standing in a room full of people all saying there your friends, when really they know nothing. Dragging that razor across my skin, hoping somebody cares enough to be able to see through me.
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26-30
1 Response Dec 2, 2012

I have no idea why you would want to hurt yourself so bad. From the photo you posted your a very beautiful young lady. I have never been through this so please help me understand. Is this a way to get attention I dont know, I know suicide is when someone is looking for attention for something they feel guilty about. I have talked with a few teen girls to help them with there lifes a few were just affraid of crowds and when they were with a few people thet knew it did not bother them. Would like to chat with you and maybe you could help me to understand.