Choices.

I think I'm officially stating that if I have not found anyone special by 21 I'm going To go celibate and live out the rest of days as s monk. It's just not worth trying to let go and immersive myself in humanity. If its between stopping thinking about things and being more like my fellow humans or being bitter and alone but still thinking about these things, then ill choose the latter. I don't know why people and life has to be so hypocritical but I guess that life. Anyhow, maybe ill get lucky and ill meet someone who's life I do make happy. One can hope.
Bgmnts Bgmnts
18-21, M
2 Responses Dec 4, 2012

also.. 21 is just BARELY an ADULT ...BEING 21 IS LIKE BEING 12 AND JUST STARTING TO LEARN TO BE A TEEN, 21 IS WHERE YOU START TO LEARN TO BE A GROWN UP.... WHAT YOUR REALLY SAYING IS YOU CANT FIND A CRUTCH...AND YOUR GOING TO GIVE UP... TRY STARTING TO LIKE YOURSELF...BE YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND... MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY... YOU CANT EXPECT TO HAVE OTHERS LIKE YOU IF YOU DONT EVEN LIKE YOURSELF... GET REAL

you have to be WEIRD AND GAY to be a monk.... if your not..are you sure you could LIVE with those kinds of people...

Weird and gay? I didn't mean monk in a literal sense.