Wish I Could Have Been There

I am never invited. my friends still treat me as a sister, but what does that matter if iI can never hang out with them? When they actually do, it is at the last minute and involves money that I don't have. sometimes I wish that they would come up with other things to do that would be available to me, but of course this doesn't happen. so I have to sit and listen to their stupid inside jokes and talk about the cute boy that had been flirting with them the day before that wouldn't have even looked at me if I were there anyhow. I pretend to know what's going on and inside my head I sarcastically thank them for inviting me to join in their fun. thanks for inviting me.
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Dec 5, 2012