Widowed,retired Within 7 Weeks

18 months ago I retired and 7 weeks later my spouse passed away from cancer. One year later mom passed away. I wake up every morning without any purpose, my sons 29 and 31 live 45 minutes away, busy with their lives and work as it should be, in see few of my friends occasionally , life has no meaning, I'm on antidepressants , I have no idea what to do. Any suggestions.
Thanks-
Denise0 Denise0
56-60, F
Dec 10, 2012