Verbally Abusive Husband
I am newly married to a verbally abusive man. He controls my behavior with words. I have had to change my entire personality just to keep peace in the place that I live. I do not have the luxury of having a bad day and being able to go home and vent, unwind, and relax. I have to be happy and cheerful at all times. Sometimes I just can't take it anymore, and I "slip" into a normal real-life person, and I pay for it.
I am very lonely because unless you live in this type of situation, you cannot understand how difficult it is. We have been married 3 months. I have no family or friend support, it is all me, and the me that existed before, I can't find her anymore.