Still Feeling Lonely

It has been 3 months now since my fiance passed away. My sister came to my aid to ease the pain. I don't know what to do anymore. I have tried to see a therapist, but the loneliness still creeps in.

Sometimes I feel like it would be best to follow my fiance. I am so lonely without him and feel like nothing is working for me.

I am tired of feeling lonely. Since his death, my self-esteem has also been affected. I feel like nobody will find me interesting. I don't even find myself beautiful anymore.

With all these facade I showcase to my friends and family, deep inside I AM VERY LONELY!!!!

Please help me.. I am afraid that I might take my own life if I don't snap out of this loneliness..

Please Lord, if you can hear me, help me...

shiningstar0912 shiningstar0912
31-35, F
Dec 11, 2012