I Deserve This

I had an affair. It was actually a lot of fun when I was doing it. I fell in love with her. That was a mistake.

The woman I was having an affair with was also taken. Because I was the one to fall in love, my primary relationship fell apart.

When the music finally stopped, I was the one left without any place to go.

It's been three months now since things fell apart. It's been almost that long since I have been hugged, or kissed, or told "I love you." I miss it all very badly.

But you get what you get when you do what you do.
Thomthehound Thomthehound
26-30, M
Dec 12, 2012