Because I'm Asexual?Am I lonely because I'm asexual and can't find others like me in real life? I think I'd still be lonely even if I was straight. I can't relate to the mainstream culture. I just don't find guys hot or gals hot. I don't think I'll ever understand it. I want to be a good person. I want people to like me like I like myself. Seems impossible.
The worst is that my friend told me that I'm a lonely person. I didn't think he knew that about me. He told me he could just tell. arg
I didn't think I'd feel lonely even though I am in contact with people. Going home is similar to going to the grocery store. There's people there yes but you don't really know any of them. That's how it is for me at family stuff. So awkward. My cousins think I'm funny at least. I guess it's better than creeping people out.
Straying from the point
I need friends and to feel accepted like everyone else does.
Oh god I'm human. This sucks