I'd Appreciate Your Advice...Hello!
I am 18 years old girl ,new here ,who is currently facing some emotional problems..I'd be glad if you could read and give me an advice!No stupid comments please! Since I was about 4 or 5 years old I've been living with my grandparents because my parents had some financial problems back then..I was also sexual abused when I was little.. Time passed and I grew up with them,even though I've been visiting my parents in the weekends or holidays during this time,I've always been sensitive in my relationship with them..sometimes I talk to my mom,but spending time with my dad had always been a problem...Even now most of the time when I try spending time with him (and the other members of the family) we end up arguing or eventually fighting so..I kinda stopped trying.. Anyway..one of my problems right now is that I noticed I am constantly searching for a father figure..and this is really affecting my situation at school (male teachers) and also in an eventual sexual relationship..I am always looking for older,mature boys.. My question now..how could I stop this?Searching for a father figure ?Because obviously is too late to find one..even more in a school teacher or boyfriends. Have any of you experienced something alike? I've got one more year and then I'll be moving outside my country..but I really want to get rid of this problem,right now it feels like it haunts me.. Thanks in advance for your help...
PS:Sorry for any grammar mistakes..english is not my first language.
I don't know if I posted this in the right category..