Lost & Devistated
A month ago,after 16 years of marriage
, my wife filed for divorce and moved in with another man she's been seeing. This is her 3rd affair in the last 5 years. My devotion and love I had for her kept taking her back. Unfortunately we have a 19 month old baby stuck in this web. I see my daughter 50% of the time, but my 'wife' won't communicate with me. I have no friends in this town and all family is hours away. I need comfort and support,but over the phone just doesn't cover it. Tired of dropping to my knees in tears daily. Want to try to get her out of my heart and mind. But hard after 16 years. I need to think of her negative doings to get through this, but it's a tug of war on the heart strings. I'm a prisoner trapped in my empty house and echoes. I need help to break free. I pray for all going through a divorce,separation. People say it gets better in time...I just want my life back. Take care of yourselves everyone.