I Am Lonely

I.....

By: LadyBronte

Written on January 10th, 2013

I hate the quiet of the house.

I hate the cold sheets.

I hate the emptiness in the space beside me.

I hate the aching loneliness.

I hate the absence of touch.

I hate the feel of my own hands on my skin.

I hate the way my hair is wet with tears.

I hate the way sleep won't come.

And right now.....I find I'm not really all that fond of me either.

By: LadyBronte

Age: 46-50 , Female

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79 responses

Happyours

How did that happen?

Jan 17
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- LadyBronte
  Life happens.
  
  Jan 17
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- Happyours
  No, I'm sorry but I can't agree with that. We have a very strong say in it.
  
  Jan 17
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- LadyBronte
  You can't control the actions of others.
  
  Jan 17
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- Happyours
  Not entirely but you can control your own. To deny this is to place our own happiness and life's worth into the hands of others.
  
  Jan 17
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- LadyBronte
  Each of us are affected by the actions of others. It is an unescapable fact of life.
  
  Jan 18
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- Happyours
  Of course and they, in turn, are affected by us. So what we do has a significence.
  
  Jan 18
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- LadyBronte
  Sometimes the significance is in staying in the unhappy lie.
  
  Jan 22
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- Happyours
  There are many things that could be read into a staement like that. I will avoid them all and wish you only luck and a change in fortune.
  
  Jan 22
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you.
  
  Jan 22
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6 More Replies
Frenel

I hate coming "home" to a cold quiet place too. :(

Jan 13
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- LadyBronte
  Yes - I know what you mean. Check out my story "The House on the Corner". That's usually my experience of coming home.
  
  Jan 13
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ugly11

i dont know what to say to ease your loneliness ? as each of us are lonely i our own way, ive been on my own for 12yrs ,its about finding inner peace and serenity , although im stillon the outside looking in x

Jan 13
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- LadyBronte
  I don't think there are any words that take this kind of loneliness away, but it sometimes helps to know you aren't the only one feeling this way. I hope you find that 'fix' you are seeking. Hugs ~
  
  Jan 13
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avampiresheart

Wow that's definitley how I feel right now.

Jan 13
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- LadyBronte
  I'm sorry. Hugs ~
  
  Jan 13
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avatarunknown

So many lonely people on here, I hope you will find friends to ease your pain.

Jan 13
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you.
  
  Jan 13
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seastorm

I understand...

Jan 12
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- LadyBronte
  Hugs~
  
  Jan 12
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- seastorm
  To you as well, my dear..
  
  Jan 12
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you.
  
  Jan 12
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Arro1

I'm sorry u okay I hope u fell better soon

Jan 12
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you.
  
  Jan 12
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- Arro1
  Your welcome u need it
  
  Jan 12
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Mell30

I feel the same way! The pain doesn't stop,The loneliness never fades and the "it was all my fault" thoughts won't stop invading my mind.

Jan 12
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- LadyBronte
  Sorry. Hugs~
  
  Jan 12
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Actionsandconsequences

I wish I could give you a hug right now

Jan 12
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you. :)
  
  Jan 12
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vipinshah

alone how much time u can pass? .i know how can time pass.it is boring.

Jan 12
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- LadyBronte
  Thanks for your comment.
  
  Jan 12
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drem

Don't be hater even against yourself. Modern world is maybe more in like way... I mean a lot of things are maybe more confusing and not like in the past. Your poem seems as one hope for better life and to broke all of that.

Jan 12
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you for your comment.
  
  Jan 12
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heelenaaa

i know how you feel , you will get passed it , everything will be alright :)

Jan 12
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you.
  
  Jan 12
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sergs

I know just how you feel.

Jan 12
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- LadyBronte
  I'm sorry. Hugs ~
  
  Jan 12
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Justice4All1968

hey lady bronte...i have felt your pain and tasted the salty tears of depression before...after my divorce, i was consumed with sadness...wading in a pool of self-misery...then i turned my faith 2 God...and he delivered me a beautiful wife in 2002...and we've been married 4 over 11 years now!....good luck 2 u with your faith...may u seek love and light")

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you.
  
  Jan 11
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- Justice4All1968
  thank u moonlitocean!
  
  Jan 13
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likeamanda

You know? everything that happens to us is because we can overcome , life put us test, to be better persons, so think what you have to learn about these experiencie and overcome the situation, I know you can do it. Smile because inside of you its everything that you need. =)

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thanks for your comment.
  
  Jan 11
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sandy1063

Loneliness put to poetry. May you find what ever it is you need to break this spell.

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you, Sandy. I appreciate that.
  
  Jan 11
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Bobkree

Really nice. I love that!
Now I know I'm not alone.
Can I share it with my friends?

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you. No you aren't alone in this. Here's the link to share if you'd like.
  http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Am-Lonely/2864655
  
  Jan 11
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- Bobkree
  Thanks dear
  
  Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  You're welcome.
  
  Jan 11
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getgoodmoneyforyou

Me to,i turned to speak but remembered im alone.But always remember there are so many of us in the same boat and being on ep allows you to see so.

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thanks. Yes, it appears there are many of us.
  
  Jan 11
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Arro1

I like you I know you don't know what to do your good and brave I used to be to it's okay

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you. :)
  
  Jan 11
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honeysuckle23

Very nice, and very familiar.

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you. :)
  
  Jan 11
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BeautifulDisaster20

you are not alone. your day will come. the best way out is through! be strong! love yourself no matter what!

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you. :)
  
  Jan 11
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ladybird24

Thankyou for helping me to realise I am not alone with feelings of deep and desperate lonliness.
ladybird

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  You're welcome. And no, you aren't alone.
  
  Jan 11
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drkatz

Thank you for sharing what you have been thinking and feeling. Lately I have been struggling with a sense of sadness and loneliness. I appreciate how your words mirror some of my experiences. Hopefully this difficult time will place for you soon.

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you. And you as well.
  
  Jan 11
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HardingP119

It can be very lonesome when you just lie down and start thinking about it..the things around your home may help to get you out too.

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Yes, it is. Thank you.
  
  Jan 11
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BornAnArtist

self realization, the realist

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  A realist to the bitter end.
  
  Jan 11
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Tapsalot

The only way to change it, Is to realize it.

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Realized....
  
  Jan 11
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Holly49

Your writing is magical ..at least you Are able to express it.. I cannot yet.. So many have no understanding .. And for those that don't cant blame them. They have not have the exerperice thank you for ur words .. I'm not alone

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Thank you. The words will come when they are ready. Take care. Hugs~
  
  Jan 11
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kaycandles

I can relate to it, but when I moved out of my Mom house my coinfendince went up

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  Good for you. I hope things all work out for you.
  
  Jan 11
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FloodsAreWet

Yeah, tell me about it. Whoa, you are the first person I've talked to in a week.

Jan 11
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- Arro1
  I like who are u I want to b your friend
  
  Jan 11
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- FloodsAreWet
  My Bobby DeNeiro impersonation, "you talking to me"?
  Pardon my ignorance but I can't tell if a response is to me or not.
  
  Jan 11
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FloodsAreWet

Me too. At 4 am I am reading your poem(?)

Jan 11
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- LadyBronte
  At 4 am, I am answering your comment. Sleep is hard to come by these days.
  
  Jan 11
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