Everyone thinks my life is so grand based of my looks ... NO !! it really isn't .. DAY TO DAY I'm alone .. I'm the only child .. trying to something with my life .. NONE of my friends are real .. they always end up stabbing me in the back .. I've been physically abused by my ex .. and everyday he mentally ***** with my brain .. its ignoring .. My mother is always busy with work.. My father passed.. I'm just lonely I have no one on this earth that absoutle cares for me ..and it hurts ... to know that your not loved .. or never will be ..