Very Lonely

I feel extremely lonely. I don't have any friends, my family is far away from me, and my boyfriend doesn't like to talk about feelings. I have chronic depression and i can't afford to go to a therapist anymore. My boyfriend doesn't come to bed with me anymore...we are hardly connecting anymore...I feel single. I feel really sad relying on the internet to talk to. I got kicked out of college for missing school because of my depression. I been feeling really down lately and i feel like I'm losing everything. I really only have my dog to talk to right now. I feel like this should be the end, i am trying everything i can to save my relationship with my boyfriend, but it doesn't feel like he's trying...then i get kicked out of school and i get paid very little at my job. I feel like the biggest loser and i have no one to talk to about it! I don't know how much more i can handle with this life.
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5 Responses Jan 17, 2013

I am going through simliar situation with my husband. I feel so lonely that I cry everyday. i have no one to talk to and I feel like i am going to bust.

And if any of you need someone to talk to, you can always message me.

Myhubby some people just don't feel that same about that,I've been an atheist since my grandparents stopped forcing me to go to church at 12 years old, I've tried praying,even recently,nights and days on end for happiness,not only in myself, but my loved ones as well, not even the slightest bit of comfort or feelings of having someone who cares comes to myself,I prayed never to be.lonely and to help myself get over this horrible break up I'm going through at the moment....not once has it made me feel loved,now while I respect the opinions of others,I feel offended when the only advice one can offer is "Turn to God, no one will love you more" You've got to have more useful advice than that. Something that can comfort everyone, not just the religious.

I feel for you, I am going through a similar situation at the moment, try to stay strong, I will feel good if you have, and then that will make me strong, I suffer from depression and my relationship with my boyfriend has just ended now I am alone, and I know what that feels like, :)

Allow this terrible feeling of anxiety, of a loss of just not knowing what to do next to turn into a prayer to the Lord, He is there, He loves you so much and just wants to comfort you, to fill you with His peace, to give you His wisdom and bless you with all His promises. Turn your heart over to Him, let the end of this rope be the beginning of a life poured out to Him and to His purpose for you life, allow your pain to be His gain. No greater love than the love of the Father.....