I Am Lonely And Sad
I am making 23yrs next month on the 27th, when i was 18years i met a guy that was a few years older then me, we dated for 4years in 2011 we broke up, he left me for another women. i was so desperate to fall inlove again, i then had a friend lets say an online friend we both live in Namibia but different towns we used to send each other messages and all that then we started dating from April 2011, what hurts me is i have never met this guy before, and its like he doesnt want to meet me, we have try to meet alot of times to meet but he always brings up an argument so we can cancel the plan, he sends me money every time and he asked for my families numbers and his so close to them. i have never met this men and i want to forget him i want to move on with my life i feel that i am soon going to be 23 and i want to have my first child when i am 25yrs old thats in 2015 but the problem is i still dont have a stable boyfriend. i am kind off like obssessed with this mysterious men that i have never met please help me i really really want to move on and forget this men.