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I Am Lonely

What'S Wrong With Me?

By: DontFallAsleep
Written on January 31st, 2013
Even in elementary school, I was an out cast, a freak. No one really liked me. I tried so hard to make friends, but I couldn't seem to do it. My first friend, would **** me over regularly, then get me to apologize. I took this because she was all I had. I made friends with another girl when I was in middle school. She died at the beginning of the year. Eventually, I was sent away, and I met my very best friend there. She is litterally all I have right now, and I can't understand why everyone hates me so much. I sit by myself on the weekends and listen to music. Saturdays are usually spent crying myself to sleep. I feel so incredibly lonely. I just want to hear a sincere "I love you" someday.
By: DontFallAsleep
Age: 13-15 , Female
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  • loveispatient34
    loveispatient34

    i was in the same situation as well - and to be honest i am still in the same situation but you have to learn how to accept yourself for the way you are - thats where it all starts and it can sometimes take years to finally accept who you are - dont worry about what society expects of you - you are your own person and dont let anyone dictate who you are - good luck - hope this has helped you

    Jan 31
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  • Redfire111
    Redfire111

    Hey if you need someone to talk to I'm here, society just tends to go with what ever they like and that's it, don't mind those losers though your just better than them :)

    Jan 31
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  • Lexadis
    Lexadis

    Aw don't worry love :3Well, just be yourself, and I'm sure there will always be someone for you, to love and care for you. Don't try to please others, just because they arent being nice to you if you wont act in front of them to suit their own needs, because they are never really your friend :] I'm always there to help, and you can consider me as your friend ^-^ Mail me anytime you wish and I'll be happy to reply, sweet. Don't worry, sleep tight ;]

    Jan 31
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