Even in elementary school, I was an out cast, a freak. No one really liked me. I tried so hard to make friends, but I couldn't seem to do it. My first friend, would **** me over regularly, then get me to apologize. I took this because she was all I had. I made friends with another girl when I was in middle school. She died at the beginning of the year. Eventually, I was sent away, and I met my very best friend there. She is litterally all I have right now, and I can't understand why everyone hates me so much. I sit by myself on the weekends and listen to music. Saturdays are usually spent crying myself to sleep. I feel so incredibly lonely. I just want to hear a sincere "I love you" someday.