A Little Appreciation

Sometimes I feel like nobody cares about me. All they ever do is try to beat me down. My heart is broken every day of the year. All I wish is to be accepted in this life. Nobody knows how hard it is when everybody is always against you. My whole family always seems to complain. I can never please anybody anymore. If only things were different today, I would certainly think twice about this bullet. But, now I feel like everything is hopeless. I wish so much that I had a friend right now. I know that this might sound selfish, and that I shouldn't think about life this way. But, until I am shown some love and appreciation, my heart will continue to fall apart each day. Please give me a hug today, something reassuring and inspiring. For right now, everything feels so numb. I don't think that I can do this alone anymore.
TonyGrey TonyGrey
31-35, M
8 Responses Feb 1, 2013

Boy,i could have written this!

Thank you for taking the time to read and comment.

=( *hugs* if it means anything at all, i appreciate your random confessions. They make me giggle.

Thank you ever so much for taking the time to read and comment. Needless to say, It means a lot to me.


i always think your "im awesome" confessions are cute and sweet...

Thank you, that's very kind of you.

you are underestimating ur self....you re very intelligent...u re a positive minded person..wid a great sense of humour..may be you ve a communication problem wid ur family...i dont know..but dont doubt urself....because....i m not being nice..i mean it....i read everything u post...i almost wait fr u to write smthing....u re awesome......hugs..

Thank you for your kind comment. It means a great deal to me.

OMG! You sound like me. My mom is the worse one out of my family, she lives to make her life & everyone else's miserable.
My sister died almost a yr ago & that's when things went downhill. The parents became very demanding & ugly. I finally have had enough & I told my mom to get her head out of her a$$, stop demanding money from us, stop being so miserable or I was going to call her Dr up to see what he can do. Then I walked out of the house.
No, I dont feel bad because they have been like this my whole life. I guess I finally realized NOTHING I say or do will make them happy.
BUT this is my life & I will live it the way I want to

Your story brought tears to my eyes. I feel exactly as you feel. Please keep your head high today. Things will get better in life. If you ever need an ear, I promise you I'll be here for you.

I feel the exact same way, especially today. I literally could have written this myself. You deserve to feel better than this, and I really do believe it will get better, for both of us, even though I know that doesn't help a whole lot right now. Send me a message if you need someone to talk to sometime.

Thank you very much for your kind comment. I appreciate it.

My friend, I do appreciate you very much. Every time I see you online it brings a smile to my face. Anytime you feel lonely & in need of a friend...you can always count on me. I'm very loyal...and always there when somebody needs me. Chin up sweetie...somebody does care for you out here....me :)

Thank you ever so much for your wonderful comment. It means a great deal to me. I find your words comforting. I enjoy talking about my life, and you enjoy listening. I find you attractive and you find our chats enlightening. I am different from the others, but not just in that way. I enjoy your presence and I care about everything you say. Only you inspire me to be myself and to appreciate life. Have I persuaded you to at least consider this possibility? I really like you. Therefore I believe that you belong with me.