I have always wanted someone to hug me as I cried. From the time I was little, I have never had this. I don't think about it as much now, but it's there. Sometimes all I can do is wrap myself in a soft blanket.
I help painted an abused women's center when I was sad and lonely. I gave them hours. I didn't do too much, but, I made great friends. And, I spoke words of encouragement to the women and even hugged a few folks. I'm not sure if they felt as good as I felt after that Saturday.
i would give u a hug if i could did u ever take towels out the dryer and dump them on top you in bed? it kinda warm like i remember how my real mom hug me maybe u can try that? but dont worry nobody hug me either since i was 7 so its ok u strong tho so maybe join a fitness center or gym to do group stuff like to make friends or maybe do kayaking idk what u like to do but its ok u gonna make it u know that right? hope u feel better soon :)