I'm 19 years old girl.live with my parents. Have selfsh siblings. Have fake friends . Just started my first year in college after a year and a half sitting at home nothing to do .every one is busy .. lost alot of dearly people . Have a bleeding heart story .. I was strong when there was hope ..but this time I have been hurt from the most trusted people .. I'm week .sad.tired.depressed.hopeless and alone.. don't know what's happening lately but I'm so broken .can't stop crying.. can't smile . Can't have fun .. I don't have any one to talk to .. my tears r falling now .. every time I try to talk to someone on person about what's bothering me I start to cry .. or when someone ask me how r u ?! How the hell u think I'm .. I'm shocked from my best friends.. I'm completely alone. . I just want to die .. my wish was to complete my aducation .. started sinnce 2 dsys but feeling lazy . Scared and lost .. I can't trust anybody .. please I need help .. I'm falling .. need a hug ..need support . Need a loving heart ..