Loneliness Of My OwnHow is it possible for one to feel so lonely? To feel so lonely as if you are the only one on the planet. And as if a single spoken word would echo throughout the earth. Billions of people occupy the world, and the technology we have created upon ourselves, makes loneliness all too impossible.
So tell me why..why is it that I feel so empty. So far and detached from a human's heart. So relived of happiness and hope for myself.
I feel as if I am in one of those apocalypse movies where I look out my window only to see a desolate terrain. And having that sinking feeling in my heart that every one I ever loved, Is gone. And I will forever have to live in my own shadow of dysphoria and mourning of what life I could've had, and what happiness so easily slipped away from me.
I hope to one day find my savior. Watch them come and break through my darkness that has held me back for so long. To pull me out, and resurrect me. Give me a life again, and show me that there still is a heart out there for me. To give me the love I always wanted, and to bring mine to life again.