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I Am Lonely

Maybe..

By: kanukul
Written on February 8th, 2013
maybe I am still that lonely soul, I still find comfort in crying myself to sleep....at the end of my day I have a lot say...maybe it went well...maybe it was just the worst day of the entire history of worse days...he simply says I blabber...n now my heart is just trying make that wall it broke for him a year back...brick by brick I am building that wall again....away from him...away from all...a wall that protects the hopeful me, the me wants to blabber, the me who wants to jump and skip about....i thought he loved that, the stupid-crazy-happy me...maybe noone wants that. Maybe that's that...I shouldnt have brought down my walls in the first place, if i had to go back to the tears to find comfort...
By: kanukul
Age: 18-21 , Female
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3 responses
  • kanukul
    kanukul

    Thanks everyone, isnt it ironic that strangers here are more cherishing than ur own people?

    Feb 9
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  • wayba
    wayba

    I clearly understand how u feel. For me its even 3 times worse because I'm married and yet I feel so alone. My husband has become so distant, lost all passion and we don't even talk that much anymore. There's many nights that I have to find comfort in my tears because when I need hom his not there,emotionally of course. We don't have any kids as yet and I feel like he does not want any children, so sad. I love him with my whole heart, but what do I get in return,its so unfair. All I want is to be happy and loved. I'm so lonely it hurts, I wish I new what to do :-(

    Feb 8
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  • 2fillthevoid
    2fillthevoid

    Sometimes the walls are just meant to be?

    Feb 8
    1 like