I Need Guidance, I Need To Figure Out Where I'M At.Me and my mom got into a big fight, I was living in the ba
last april my dad passed away, and he wasn't the greatest guy, drank a lot and he used to yell at us all the time, always sat in the family room watching the tv before he passed, that's a story for another day. but after he passed away my mom has gone from binge drinking to drinking pretty much all day every day and she can't even hold her life together. She doesn't have a job and is running off of social security from when my dad passed away, i'm amazed she still has the her house.
and so when she says "her" house, it's really my dad's house because he's the one who payed for it, or it's the governments house because they technically own the property the house is on, or most of all, it's my sister's house, she's 12, and she's still growing up, she's super smart, she's the coolest sister ever, and i feel like she deserves a good house to grow up in.
so while my mom is screaming at me to get out of her house i continue to tell her "fine, i'll get my stuff and go" but she just keeps screaming, and so i scream at her back and tell her "I'm getting my stuff, ok?!" and she continues to scream, then starts to push and hit me, and so i got out of there and called the police, and so i have the choice of either keeping things on the low or i can press charges for domestic violence. I've gotten all of the really important stuff and i'm staying with a friend until i can hopefully move in with a room mate or something. My car is having major problems so i'm having problems getting between my two jobs.
I'm in a rut right now, my car is having problems starting at the worst times, my 2 jobs are stressful, right now i have no place to call home, i'm 19 and i don't even have enough money to go to college and no one to help with paying for even community college, i didn't do anything major to provoke my mom, i've always helped around the house as much as i could with 2 jobs, even fixed her screen door a couple times and did my own laundry, i just wish she could straighten her self up, and i wish i had enough money to be stable for more than 2 days lol, i could use advice. Or the lottery. that'd be nice...