Even among this Lonely Group, I feel I am so alone! For, alas, I do not hate myself. I just feel alone sometimes. Ok, all the time, really. It's a strange thing.
I know exactly how you feel, except a lot of the time i do hate myself. My point though, is that when we feel alone we just have to try harder to reach out to other people. It took until i OD'd and was in the hopsital to finally talk to people about my depression. That was 4 months ago. if you need someone to talk to i'm here