Lonely Almost Always

I am always lonely even with people around me I feel like I'm in a void another place i just don't fit in , I cant seem to let my self go and get close or feel its  i cannot explain
GrannyGumps GrannyGumps
51-55, F
2 Responses Jun 27, 2007

I guess the aim for people like us, who don't "socialize" well, is to find alternate routes to what we need... I've found when you feel more open, well recieved and happy people are more receptive of you. But I haven't found a magical way to get there... except for alchohol which brings problems of its own along. I think the problem is universal; it's just harder for us to deal with it somehow.

I understand completely. I am now finding it easier to adjust to the fact that I am not very good with people.<br />
I just try to enjoy myself with anything that I get pleasure out of. Such as reading.