Too Much

Life is just so much. I can't take much more of it before I explode. I isolated myself from people around for my own safety. I expected it to hurt so much more than it did. I feel numb on my own. It's way better than being surrounded by people who would happily kill me if given the chance.
MurderOfMySelf MurderOfMySelf
18-21, F
3 Responses Nov 2, 2013

My first thought was "wow, you're too young to be feeling this way".
But then again, I'm not that much older than you, and other people would probably think the same about me and my loneliness and how bitter I feel about people. I guess it has nothing to do with age, as much as it has to do with the amount of betrayal one experiences, either first or second-hand.

I'm sorry you feel that way sweetie. I have felt that way before and I can promise it doesn't last forever

I don't know you or why you feel this way but feel free
To message me, I am not a bible
Beater but I will say on my behave I do nor judge that is someone else's job!!!